I dont know what is driving me to you
Only that it hurts and breaks me.
Like this white powder, I cannot come through,
Without the rush and the fire inside me.

I beg you to just set me free
But I shackle myself to never be.
I choke on your lips, the lines I drew,
And the drink I’ve poured for me and for you.

I didn’t understand these words I once had read
But today, it’s my fall, I learn from my deed
From the carving urge, the cry in my need…

I beg you to just talk to me
And I am shaking to think it will never be.
You’re not my friend nor my enemy.

You’re just the fucking drug that I want in my body…